by Umme Muhammad

She decided to leave her boyfriend…
He asked her, not believing her decision:”Are you leaving me? Are you going to walk away from me?”

Misba was in college and was having a whirlwind time ,bunking lectures and enjoying in the canteen and campus.She was so intelligent she didnt need to dig in books for marks was the other advantage

Dressed in jeans and shirt mostly her slim body with good facial features had attracted many boys too.Every boy wished to know her or be linked.Though she was very extrovert would talk to the point with boys ,but slowly fell for Ahmed.

One teacher named Payal was their theory teacher whom she loved .She was a jovial and friendly teacher.But suddenly she was found very reserved and to herself.She would have mood swings and at times would be seen crying bitterly.

Misba approached her teacher after school and asked her the reason Misba told her that she didnt want to interfere in her private life but she said that she came bcoz the entire class seems there is something amiss with ma’am

Payal ma’m wiped another big tear from her eyes and she whispered in Misbas ear “I have reverted to Islam ,bcoz u r a muslim i am telling you” Misba told whats the big fuss?what makes u cry even i am a muslim i never cry ”

Payal ma’am showed Misba what her parents had also never discussed with her.She showed her the Quran with translation and some verses she had marked
‘It is He who accepts repentance from His servants, and pardons bad deeds, and knows all that you do. And He answers those who have faith and do righteous deeds, and gives them- out of His bounty- far more.’
(al-Shura 42: 25-6)

But those who disbelieve say, “The Hour (i.e. the Day of Judgment) will not come to us.” Say, “Yes, by my Lord, it will surely come to you. [Allah is] the Knower of the unseen.” Not absent from Him is an atom’s weight within the heavens or within the earth or [what is] smaller than that or greater, except that it is in a clear register – That He may reward those who believe and do righteous deeds. Those will have forgiveness and noble provision. But those who strive against Our verses [seeking] to cause failure (i.e. to undermine their credibility) – for them will be a painful punishment of foul nature. (Quran, 34:3-5)

Misba drove home that day without talking to Ahmed she herself was in deep thought .She thought i just know i am a muslim but do not know where i belong .My name sounds muslim just that inside I was empty i FELT LIKE I NEW MUSLIM THAT DAY .First time in my life i faced my the Kaaba and prayed that day It was simply awesome I loved the time i spent with my creator

Everyday she saw Miss Payal praying in the prayer room which she had never entered in years of her college life She would cry and seek forgiveness and then again read Quran .Misba would accompany her teacher in her solitude .

Misba became aware of the purpose of life And I did not create the Jinn and mankind except to worship Me… (Quran, 51:56-58)

Very simple! The purpose for man’s creation is to worship the Creator. The essence of Allah’s message through all of the prophets also was: O mankind, worship Allah, you have no deity other than Him. (Quran, 7:59,65,73,85; Also 11:50,61,84; and 23:23,32

An Nisa 56″Those who rejected Our revelations will soon be thrown into the fire. No sooner will their skins be burnt out then We shall replace their skins, so they they may taste teh real torment, Allah is All-Mighty, Wise.”

An-Nisa 78:”No matter where you may be, death is going to reach you, even if you are in fortified towers…”These ayahs developed fearin her and made her tremble .But she was now close to her Lord. She understood the duniya and its people r just fantasy .She understood the real world……

Ahmed thought she is drifting away from me let me confront her and know all .

She had decided to leave her boyfriend…
He asked her, not believing her decision:”Are you leaving me? Are you going to walk away from me?”

She answered:”I am leaving disobedience of Allah and walking away from it”
He said:”you are going to miss me”
She said:”I am missing Hasanat(good deeds) more than you”
“you will regret it one day”

“I will regret our relationship on Judgment Day”
“don’t you love me anymore?” he asked her
“I did” she said “but now the love of Allah filled my heart that I can’t find any place for your Haram love in it”
Then she added:”and if you love Allah more than me, then just turn and walk away”


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